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Hello, My name is Liz and to be honest I am a miserable person dealing with this awful thing we call anxiety. It all started about two years ago when my daughter was born. Shortly after that I lost my grandmother and have thought I was dying since then. I hate feeling so mean and sick all the time, but I can not change it. I have tried. I am currently in therapy and I am also about to start medicine (as soon as my doctor can get me in) I would have started medicine sooner, but they do not suggest nursing mothers take these types of medicine and I had to make sure my daughter was not stealing milk anymore (weird I know, but she would sneak in at night and start nursing)
I am joining a support group in hopes that I can learn ways of coping with this. It is ruining my whole life. I am mean to everyone and am sick when I am not mean. I am in desperate need of support since the only person that is supporting me is my husband and I am sure he is so tired of hearing me talk about this. I need someone who I can relate to and not act like everyone else in my family and think "oh it's just Liz complaining about another health issue" I do not even talk about it with the rest of my family because they do not understand and I really really feel so alone. I do not think they even know how bad the situation really is. If anyone has any coping advice or stories of encouragement I would love to hear them. Thank you for listening.